CW: mention of stalker As much as I love just posting poems and planning short stories for my 12 days of stories, something happened to me today that I need to get out of my system. So I'm gonna ramble for a minute. Please feel free to skip this if you don't wish to hear … Continue reading I need to talk about it…
Ice and fire coursing, filling me, as my eyes glow and change. Wings sprout, emblazen ready to take flight, but there she is, and I won't leave her behind. She deserves protection, and love, and all that's good in the world. Strong on our own, unstopable together. Powering down, I go to her because love … Continue reading 11.24.2021
The world is a blur, spinning around us out of focus. Only we exist in this moment, like a golden sun, illuminating an amber sky that only sets when we want, when we desire to see the stars. The ones that reflect in your eyes, and make the night brighter. Nothing else matters when we … Continue reading 11.16.2021
a fire that burns, and poisons, consuming me. no escape. I want to push past, but it clings. keeping me buried. other things fall away, constantly in a fog. I can't break away. a neverending cycle. wishing for an out, a way to get back, to who I was, or move to who I could … Continue reading 11.10.2021
Burning with passion, terrifyingly protective, you make me feel everything at once. My blood burns in a way I don't understand. It consumes me, sets me ablaze. But you still don't believe, thinking I'll leave, but I never will. You're scared, I'm not. I'd use this lightning to set the world on fire. Would you?
Misunderstood at times you feel alone, know that you're not. People care, and feel and want what's best for you. To see you filled with love and light and joy and unadulterated bliss. I want you to feel loved, to feel whole, to thrive. Each day, more feel this way. My wish is to continue … Continue reading 10.06.2021
I know it's necessary, but it cuts so deep, to a part of me long buried. An emotion that burns, painful and dangerous, consuming me if I let it. I don't want to pretend anymore. If only it would end. Maybe one day, hopefully soon, so it can stop. So it can be just us … Continue reading 09.29.2021
Do you ever go numb? Like you wanna feel something, anything, but nothing happens. No joy, sadness, fear, not even pain. It's like falling while standing still. A puzzle with missing pieces, no way to find them. Just stuck with no way out. The door is locked and the key hidden. If only I could … Continue reading 09.22.2021
The best people from all over come together, to celebrate quality, love, and friendship. To honour kindness, beauty, and brilliance. Some struggles, but mostly wonder. Because together we are more. We are strong. We are resilient. All of us spectacular. We are Earpers.
Come back to me, hear me calling. I know you can, if you try. Why'd you leave? To save me? I don't feel saved or protected. I feel torn and in pain. I wish you were here, that you could stay. Did you want to? Want me? Can you hear me?